Debut

This is my first (I duuno why I feel the urge of writing “ever” here ) blog now since resuming my blogging aims after a long time.
I am writing it because :
I couldn’t/cant hit my guitar on the head of a guy I want to (this sentence was written with a pause for thinking for about ten seconds which is quiet a big time for me ..and edited twice by me to hide any possible details about the guy…so it wont make that much sense to the reader )
I cant tie strings of my guitar on the necks of people I want to.
My acoustic guitar is producing abnormal sounds in its bridge …which is giving me nightmares that I’ll have to dole out atleast a thousand bucks on its repair
I didn’t feel like calling a friend who has always been there for me.
I feel that after three of four years of business studies ,I am going through I’ll end up investing my life something I don’t want to …(and yeah I ‘ll think then if only I had become what my interests were)

I feel immune to the exam fever …My semester endterms are three days ahead but the one thing that enjoys the limelight in my mine ...i where is the original me.. Was there an original me in the fist place …Are there any original versions of a person.. Aint e subjected to infinite changed everyday to main an underlying theme in our personality

There are lot of realms in our existence that we don’t explore. Above the mountain there is a plain which is reached when one climbs up the cliffs and rock edges .BUT THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF MOUNTAINS. I’ll climb the one I want and be on top there. Rather than dragging my self up the mountain of the moment .
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ant my MTV. I want my MTV. I want my MTV. I want my MTV.
I want my MTV. I want my MTV. I want my MTV. I want my MTV.
I want my MTV. I want my MTV. I want my MTV. I want my MTV.
I want my MTV. I want my MTV. I want my MTV. I want my MTV.
Mr Information Minister I want my MTV. I want my MTV.
All the political crap reaching our homes is also wrecking damage on our brains .It should be banned too…..Cyber Porn is just a click away..there is lot of other objectionable stuff to but. MTV was singled out and targeted …BUT WHY AM I DEFENDING MTV IN LAHORE. Afterall MTV is watched by one of pakistan’s most notorious audience…the wannabe crowd which ends up forming Desi Tool and Nirvana clones ..and the crowd which tramples on the poor lot that form the map of this country.. why do I find things wrong with this crowd …perhaps sometime I experience their state of mind..oops so am I am hypocrite…noppppppppppppppppppppppppeeeeezzzzzz…who then I am ..and why typing this reminds me of the song BULLLah Ki Jaana ..why do I like all the songs expressing Sufism and identity crisis…why do I suffer from ID crisis…Can any one help me ….no only few People can understand this text ….i should have written it for more understanding audience …oh……..Gimme a break …. I want my MTV. I want my MTV.
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The above text uses language which can only be cracked by the author himself .If you are interested in setting your head to fire with the meanings of the language mail the author and face the consequences .